I seemed to think coming back to Auckland for Christmas would help me with my depression but I assumed wrong. Returning to my old hometown has just left me feeling even more depressed than I already was. I know my depression has gotten worse as I have turned to the one thing I never thought I'd ever turn to, Marijuana. I've tried it twice now and I just want more. It makes me feel so much more relaxed than my actual pills. The only downside of having it is I could lose my current job. I've been feeling so sad and depressed lately I just constantly think about dying, I want to die.
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