Job hunting and searching for a place to live here in Auckland has been near impossible. There are hundreds of people looking for work at the moment that are fuller and better qualified than me, with the COVID 19 shutting things down there are so many of us looking for work now. I'm almost tempted to start looking for work and places to live in Whangaui and just moving with the family. It might be cheaper rent and there may be work opportunities that hopefully don't require a drivers license like a lot here do.
It's either needs a license, needs more experience or your application was unsuccessful. It's slowly starting to get to me, I have my sisters and my boyfriend who help but the anxiety of it all is slowly getting worse again. In January/February I had a severe anxiety attack over finding a place to live, a job and a storage unit in (at the time) six weeks and I couldn't do it, I ended up cutting again and lost two of my best friends. One left without a explanation and the other I left. I cried out for help when I wanted to end my life to the wrong person. I now communicate those feelings to a online site called The Mighty where they help people with all sorts of mental disabilities including suicidal thoughts. It has definitely helped a lot.
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