Back to Study

I was so close to not wanting to go back to study again, I almost cancelled my studylink application for my student loan but luckily I re read the letter I got and sent the email that will hopefully get me reconsidered.
I still don't know how I am going to be able to complete my course when I apparently only need two hours a day to do a reading, take notes and do a assignment. But apparently it is possible. 
I've been finding it so hard lately not to go back to cutting, it seems that it doesn't seem to matter how happy I am I still feel so empty and alone. I feel like there is something missing in my life; I just don't know what it is.
I wish it was easier to be happy.

I hope who ever is reading this no matter where you are, that you are happy.