Honestly stressing over organising a trip to Sydney to see Taylor was and is way more stressful than anticipated. I was thankfully fully honest with my doctor the other week and he got me back on my antidepressants. These have helped a little but they of course take a while to kick in.
I have finally rediscovered my love of reading again thanks to Sarah J Maas ACOTAR series, Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros, and the From Blood and Ash series by Jennifer A Armentrout. All are fantasy romance enemies to lovers and they kinda brought me to life again, I was in a very low place for a while there.
I had to leave my job last year as they started discriminating against my disabilities and I would've been unalive if I had stayed a moment longer, thankfully I was able to discuss these problems I was having with the right people and it was rather healing for me.
Despite the times I wanted to hurt myself I have successfully become over two years cut-free and ten months self-harm-free, I am finally healing very slowly but I still have a long way to go.
Anywho I hope you are having a better day or night wherever you are.
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