Monday, July 17, 2023

Negatives and Positives

 I'm seriously thinking about quitting my job. They have known my limitations from the start with my hearing impairment and my slight blindness but recently over the past couple of months they have been suddenly telling me that I'm too disabled to do things. I have been trained to do a number of things at work which I know I do well as my colleagues quite often happily tell me so in thanks. Just recently though I'm suddenly too disabled to do anything and constantly get yelled at or in trouble and it's really getting to me.

Edit: I actually quit last week, need a serious mental health reset as I was very close to attempting suicide or allowing myself to be hit by a truck. One of the reasons I was starting to get bad anxiety just walking to work a truck driver gave me the finger and swerved to try and hit me (I've been hit by cars before) and after that, I was having trouble breathing in the morning just from the thought of having to avoid a truck. Going to fight new challenges but at least I won't be given reasons the voice in my head is correct to want me to die. 

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