Outward Bound

Tomorrow I'm off to Outward Bound in Anakiwa, New Zealand and I can't wait. I'm not entirely looking forward to getting up everyday at 6am but I am so looking forward to the activities I'm going to be doing. Alot of the outdoor activities we're doing I either haven't done before or haven't done since highschool. It's going to be hard to be away from my partner especually since we're not allowed to have our phones on us the entire time. I can't wait to spend eight days with other people like me and learn new things. I'm not sure how I'm feeling about sharing a dorm with complete strangers or how I feel about being up way too high while doing the high ropes, I know I'll have the time of my life but I'm scared of heights so it will defiantly be a challenge even though that's the point. I'm travelling back home for two weeks in April and can't wait to see everyone, I miss my family and friends and my partner. We're planning on taking my siblings with us to Rainbows End and we're going camping. I can't wait although we're struggling to find a place to stay as motels/hotels are super expensive. It will all work out though, I'm just glad I have something to look forward to. When I get back from Outward Bound it will officially be a year since I did self harm which is an achievement I have never reached since I started when I was 15, this is a huge deal for me and I can't wait to celebrate it.