I don't think some people fully understand the impact or connection of how being fat shamed is connected to low self-esteem and depression. It's amazing how quickly a person can go from feeling so happy to wanting to starve themselves till they're thin by one sentence. It's not really the sentence that does it though, what creates that impact is the person who says it. Then you say it to yourself as you repeat it in your head.
I don't want to cut again, I really don't but I'm just finding it so hard not to. There's people I could talk to but everytime I try to talk it just comes out in tears; which is now why I just write.
I really should go back to story writing, I was happy then or writing songs.
I just don't know if I'm happy with who I am or what I'm doing anymore.
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