A Poem I Wrote For My Best Friend Alex

 Poem For Alex

Alex should sleep, He must be very tired.

Having nice dreams

Is what he desires.

The sound of my voice will calm your mind, but don't you forget that you are mine.

When you close your eyes and hear my voice

Remember my dear that you have a choice.

You will start drifting off

And when you wake up you won't be cross.

It may be cold and it may be stormy

But you're snug in your bed all nice and warmly.

Take a deep breath and count to five

Release it all out and start again You deserve to be here and alive.

If they tell you tomorrow what makes you crying

Trust me my dear they are lying.

You will take on the world by storm Even on days you wish to be unborn.

If your day is ruined by epilepsy You will be okay just picture me tipsy.

Whenever you feel unloved by all I wrote you this poem cause I love y'all.

I know it doesn't all make sense but it all rhymes

I did it all for you not even wanting a dime.

Goodnight my love please sleep well, You will hear from me tomorrow you shall.

A Poem

 Where should I start? I don’t know what to write. They used to tell me I’m smart but I don’t feel so bright. I had so much ambition but I forgot to keep tradition. Will he be sad while they are glad? Will it come back to me on time or will this feel like a crime? So much lost potential having to deal with so much existential. I just watched it fade away while lost in this mental tapestry. So many worlds and characters lost in this world of imaginative dream sphere. “It’s not too late!” They cry, some were older than you are now and look at their legacy, you will make it dear one, it’s your destiny. 

Finally got a Job!

 After countless applying I finally got a  permanent job. It's cleaning for the South Taranaki Council which I'm surprisingly quite enjoying. I mainly clean at a recreation centre so far but may be cleaning the local library and the administration buildings in the future. 

The other day (Monday) I ended up slamming my left hand the door of the chicken coop, I had to go to A&E to get a X-ray and ground out I had fractured my hand. The joys of life on a farm aye. 

I finally paid off and hot my new PC today, I'm typing on it now of course, so far it's working brilliantly. 

Anywho I hope you are well and happy wherever and whoever you are. 99% of the time I feel so lonely  want to end it all, I won't though as I made a promise and I'm getting help. 

Ems