There's only one negative thing about moving to a farm, allergies. My hay fever gets so bad sometimes that I don't sleep at night, especially if I have helped out with the hay.
Celebrated my birthday on Saturday and it was great, was a bit of a downer at the start but then we ended up going to a place called The White Hart Hotel and doing karaoke. Got a bit drunk but it was overall a good time; even though a family friend and I were the only two in our group who got up and sang. They commented on me singing Dancing Queen and were impressed cause I could hold the note, I have been practicing though. I'm still not okay and I don't know when I will be. We signed up to the gym last month and we Still haven't been, we even got the 24/7 one so we can go whenever. I guess that's the problem in a family of people who won't do anything unless someone else encourages them to, we could go right now but we won't. We were meant to finally go the other day but ended up going on a three hour walk instead which was alright but still. I always feel like I'm in trouble or about to be in trouble, I think that's just the anxiety though as even though I've signed up to the Drs I sill haven't made an appointment, cause you have to call and I can't call.
I've applied to four jobs and been rejected by three of them in the past week, I've applied to a few more but we will see how that goes, I really want one so I can start saving properly, we really want to go to the Tattoo and Art Festival in New Plymouth in November, my partner wants to come and see me and I have to buy shelving and chests for my room which I can't afford any at the moment so I'm just stressed about Everything.
Anywho I hope everything is going better for you all.
