Been having that mental block where I don't know how to feel or what to do about it, sleeping a lot too. It's like the world is so alive while at the same time it just looks dead.

 If only if only, 

the woodpecker sighed

the bark on the birch was a little bit softer

the poor old wolf howled to the moon

if only, if only.

Same Job, New Environment

Recently I got to experience working in Christchurch instead of here in Marlborough. It was definitely a new experience that was both challenging and enjoyable at the same time. It's seriously made me consider possibly moving to Christchurch in the future and working there. Not only is it a good location being in a city but the work environment itself is so much better. My work colleague and friend got to stay at The Famous Grouse Hotel in Lincoln and it was such a nice place to stay. The bar got a little loud sometimes but not so much so that it stopped us from being able to sleep. If the opportunity were to arise to go there again for work I would gladly say yes. I was almost going to be sent down to Dunedin but there was a change of plans. There was a sudden change of plans while I was down there also as I was meant to be down there from the 2nd of October til the 11th but certain people's partners made things difficult, unfortunately.  Anywho the experience was great, I tried a Cocktail I actually liked and found a drink at Starbucks I enjoy. Hopefully, I have an opportunity like it soon, or even so Christchurch I may come for you and stay.