I don't know what's wrong with me, is it tiredness? My BPD? Depression? Anxiety? All of the above? My doctor was unable to help me so I may need to seek help elsewhere. I'd go to a counselor but I really can't afford it and my Dr who usually refers to them is really no help to me. It ended up getting to a point where I wanted to quit my job and just leave but I can't do that, I need my job. I usually love my job but lately even things like watching movies, building LEGO, and coloring; all things I love just feel like too much. I've even started thinking about doing drugs which I do not want to do but also seriously feel like doing just for the calming effects. Anything to just keep me calm.
