Saturday, March 6, 2021

One Year Clean

I've officially for the first time in my life since I started cutting when I was 15 have reached One Year Clean. I never thought I'd ever reach this milestone ever and all it took was a change of environment, a strong support team and determination to not cut again. I promised my partner I'll never hurt myself in any form again in my life and am so proud of achieving this. I want to do a small celebration of finally reaching this milestone but I'm not sure how to celebrate it yet. I was thinking of getting one of the tattoos I designed myself but I'm not sure as of yet. If you're stuggling and don't see yourself recovering any time soon, you've got this, you can do it, you can do anything you put your mind to.

Small Poem I Wrote While Alone on Solo At Outward Bound

Twinkling lights in the sky at night, twinkling lights on the sea at light, bugs and insects sing all day and night, the songbirds in the morning was my delight, the ocean waves crash the rocks gently down below, birds come to visit to see what's to steal, flies buzz by and annoy you the most, the wind blows constantly through the trees up above, the lyrics "those Windermere peaks look like a perfect place to cry, I'm setting off, but not without my muse no not without you" as you think about your other half.