2020 Overall

This year overall surprisingly has gone quite well despite everything, the positives add up more than the negatives this year which is rare. At the beginning when COVID19 first was announced it was quite scary, the year started good. I had a awesome time in Puanui but then it went to custurd from there. My parents were moving and I had to find a place to live within six weeks or I would've been homeless. I was at first meant to move into a flat/rental apartment with my best friend but unfortunately that didn't end up happening. I was in such a low place of panic I cut again and cut everyone off from my life except my boyfriend at the time. Luckily one of my best friends re entered my life but I lost the other completely. After the lockdown I moved down country to care for my grandmother during this time I lost my boyfriend but a old flame re entered my life. Taylor of course dropped two surprise albums, a new single and two films. Because of her my year was made, if none of those dropped it would have been a year of disapointment and loss. I lost my grandmother recently who I came down to help care for and had to experience things I hope I never have to see or experience again but for a loved one I would. Thankfully it didn't tarnish my memories of her and I will always be grateful for the seventy extra days I got to spend with her. I will never forget playing cards, the talks, life advice, boy advice or the time spent with her. As Taylor's song lyric frm "Marjorie" states "what died didn't stay dead, you're alive in my head". She encouraged me to write and finish my book no matter what anyone says and that's what I 'm going to doin 2021, focus on my writing. I love and miss you nana. x