Caravan

Haven't been here for while thanks to my laptop not being my friend. I might finally be moving into my caravan next week, it just depends on when the electrician shows up to connect it to the house.

After this month I'll be six months clean of cutting which I am so proud of with myself, I still have problems with self abuse in other ways that's not cutting though unfortunately.

I'm still a little bit sad about the break up but am grateful I now have the opportunity to focus on myself which is a little ironic as I've been told I may be pre-diabetic.

In two days I may have the opportunity to get tickets to get a photo with a fellow Ravenclaw 'Katie Leung' Cho Chang, even though she's not my favourite Ravenclaw as that's Luna Lovegood but it would still be awesome.

I've gotten right into the series of Miss Peregrine's Peculiar Children and love the character of Emma Bloom. I was encouraged to read them when I saw a angry comment from a fan on the series about Emma and Olive's powers being switched around in the film and that Emma is highly independent and just awesome. I was encouraged more of course cause my name is Emma and I was named after a highly independent strong character. This Emma was of course from the original TV Show 'The Edge of Darkness', there is a movie adaption to it starring Mel Gibson which is pretty cool.

My birthday is pretty much in exactly a month, I'll be 25. I still have no idea what I want to do yet but I have an idea kinda.

Anywho, hope all is well where ever you are.    

Budgies

We use to have four but now we have six birds at home. In the second picture in order we have in the bottom left is Banana, from left to right above her we have: Blueberry, Storm, Skye, Icicle and Sapphire.

Writing Challenge - Greeting

“Hello” I said so shyly

I was so nervous that day

I didn’t know what I wanted to say to you

But I just wanted to know you better

I don’t usually make the first move

I’m usually too scared

I’m afraid of being rejected and pushed away

I took a risk but half regret it now

I got what I wanted

A second chance with you

I knew it would end in tears

I was broken and just wanted to be happy

Now I have a chance to find myself 

Find out more about me

What do I really love to do?

What hobbies do I love or want to learn?

Am I Bisexual or actually Pansexual?

Should I study again or work?

There are so many opportunities that are out there

I just need to be brave enough to seek them.

E. Louise (c) 2/7/2018