Forgive me for hesitating, the last person who wanted to spend forever with me knew mw better than I knew myself. 

And that wasn't enough. 

 One thing I'll never know and I don't think I even want to know: why did he have a secret Instagram account if he "never used instagram"? And why was my main account blocked? So much for Never cheating.... Honestly I think I'm just cursed. First, was Married the entire time, Second, was sleeping with his ex and Third, this. Does Apollo take requests? 

Armageddon

 Was the siblings first time attending Armageddon this year and they loved it. Especially the mystery boxes and small mystery bags. I got a Genshin Impact mystery bag and have to say for $20 it was a rip off but the boxes and small bags were a winner. They also got to see a lot of furries to their joy and have already made plans for what they want to dress up as next year. Two of us almost got tattoos and a new piercing but we decided against it. 

Hope

 Turns out if I don't give in to my thoughts I may actually have a job to go to (plus there's always Taylor). Applied for a relieving job and fingers crossed I may get it, just waiting for the police vetting and the references to go through and hopefully will be a go ahead. Missed teacher aiding, can't wait to do it again.  

Taylor Swift

 Taylor got her master's back!!! I'm so happy for her. She must be so ecstatic to have her life work again. I've missed reputation and Dubut. I can't wait to hear the vault tracks from both albums and eventually her twelfth album. Hope she's having the longest break possible cause damn she deserves it. 

Just Thoughts

 Admitted how empty life has been making me feel lately and was told to wait six months: In all honesty to anyone who is listening or reading this right now, I'd never actually do it. I can't do that to my family. If I do ever end up dead I was murdered cause I love my family way more than I will ever love myself and thanks to 13 Reasons Why I will Never pt them through that, not by purpose anyway.

 It's amazing how quickly your life can fall apart the moment your mentality collapses. Everything around you just crashes, I really feel like writing but I really don't know what. I have so many stories that need to be finished but I don't know which one to pay attention to.